New Years "well time".....

Happy New Year everyone, I hope this year brings excitement and joy to all of us.

It seems a bit late to talk about Christmas and New Years holidays, but our family had a great time together over both holidays.

I would rather keep talking about holidays and stuff, but I guess I should address the "panda" in the room.  

I have only one side effect that's left from Chemo. My feet are always tender‎, mostly numb. If I step on the smallest piece of debris, it feels like glass going right into my skin, when really, I've just stepped on the crumbs of a Honey Nut Cheerio.  My toes are especially numb, I constantly have to make sure I haven't broken a toe.

I have been to the Dr twice since my last post. Everything is fine, well except for the tumors of course. To date, they haven't spread.‎ However, both visits I've been told there is no way to get rid of the cancer.

When I was first told we weren't going to do chemo right away, I thought I still had that option, sadly, now I don't, I never did.

My last visit at the Dr's, I was told to enjoy my "well time" for as long as it lasts.

Since the end of November, I've gotten back all my energy, some of my appetite, more importantly, I was well enough to start living again. I still feel this way, and will for as long as I can.

I fear, this may be one of my last or second to last posts about my journey with cancer. Just like some, who don't know what to say, I am finding it harder and harder to talk about. I'm afraid I would make a blog full of things I may not see, or places I will never go. That's not fair to you, or me.

This was a difficult blog to write, because it puts down into words what has only been spoken. This has been hard for me.

Thank you everyone for your love and support, I promise to live on my well time as long as I can.

Happy New Year

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